Layla is the most loving cuddly smiley girl there is. She will hug or give head bunts to just about anyone. She now stands up to things and thinks she is a big girl, and I say no not my baby. I now no why youngest kids are said to be spoiled, because I don't want her to grow old. When the other kids stood up or crawled I was so excited they accomplished this step, but with Layla I was happy but a bit sad, another thing for her to check off her list that I wouldn't have another child do. I watched Pretty in Pink on TV yesterday while running and one of the lines said," Oooh I wish we could start old and grow young." How true, and especially when it comes to kids. I wish I knew then with the first kids, what I know now. I would do things differently and would do more things (such and video camera more often (and longer) so I can hear their sweet voices. I would know nothing lasts forever, those tantrums finally will end (not soon enough though ha ha), they will eventually will go on the potty, if they are shy and don't want to go to birthday parties or talk in front of people, they eventually will, they will stop sucking their thumbs, they will start being more clean, in more ways than one :). This knowledge has helped me greatly. And although the things we do want to last forever, like keeping them young babies, every age has fun things to look forward to.
So to Layla, I wish you wouldn't grow old but I am happy to see more of your personality. Love and kisses to you!

halloween 2010

yee haw dude. Rhen was the cutest cowboy I have ever seen!
I wished I could find the elephant costume that chloe, elsie and rhen wore when they were the same age, but I couldn't so Layla was a sweet punk rocker, just like big sis.
Elsie the vampire. She was super excited this halloween to get candy but more excited to come home to sort and share with her sisters which they do every year.
Addie had her last year as a cool punk rocker. She was excited to go to the "big" houses on the hill to she what awesome goodies they gave out :). She scored lots!! She went with a few of her friends, this is Emily the gypsy. They had a lot of fun!

Once chloe was in costume she went MIA and wasn't back until late. We didn't get a picture of her as a ninja.

2010 Pumpkin Carving / Painting

We held our annual pumpkin carving and painting family night tonight. We let the little kids paint their pumpkins because it is safer and more fun for them, probably just as messy though. We gave them each a title this year which was new for us, but seemed appropriate since some of them are a bit unconventional.

Addie went out on a limb when naming her pumpkin, but i think if you really think about it for a minute, it makes sense.

i puked again

Lazy raining sick kids sunday means movies and relaxing (when we aren't cleaning up throw up, that is). Our kids are having a hard time kicking this throw up thing. The other day Elsie threw up twice every hour in the night, I went in to see how Rhen did and he was lethargic lying on his pillow and said, "I puked on my bed." It was pretty funny but not so funny when it was gross to clean up. We thought it was a 24 hour thing but last night they both threw up again. So this morning when we were cleaning up Rhens he said "guess who can't go to wyoming." :) He was planning on going up with Jake this weekend. He says the funniest things, and a pretty cool boy. This past two weeks have been very long and exhausting. I went through the house lysoling (is that even a word?) everything so maybe maybe this can be done!

Cheers to Kael!!

We have met some amazing fighters while Chloe was in treatments. The Leak family is one of them. Kael finished his treatment this month and we were invited to celebrate and have rootbeer floats in his honor, here is our cheers to you Kael...

whew...

A very long, two year decision has been made and hopefully by this time next year this will be the entrance of our new abode. We are moving to "the house with the trees" (as Rhen puts it) in Star Valley Wyoming! A lot of prayer and concern went along with this decision, health insurance, moving the kids to new schools, building out of state and just where we want to be and should be weighed on our mind a lot. We know this is where we need to be and love the beautiful piece of land that we found. The first picture is our entrance...

and this picture is from the back porch of the cabin that is already there. We have gutted it and now will be adding onto it. It has been a long process to get the addition drawn, foundation ready and finally the framer should start framing in a week or two! It is such a beautiful peaceful place and our dream property with full grown trees and great views. When I found out this spring while we were still renovating it to be a cabin that Jake planted wild flower seeds around the house without me mentioning anything about it, I knew this was more than a piece of property to him.

And although it is 10 miles to town, we only have few neighbors, and it snows a lot, I feel peace in my heart that we need to be and are suppose to be there. To be honest the past five years or cancer battling, having to stay home alot and be in hospital rooms has changed me and I am more of a home body these days. Plus there is internet and UPS DOES deliver here :).
It will be our dream house and we feel really blessed to be able to move here. We will miss friends and neighbors here very much, I can't think to much about it right now or I will break down, but you are all welcome to visit anytime. We have a guest room specifically for this reason (wink, wink). We won't move until next summer so our neighborhood is stuck with us for a little bit longer but we just wanted to document our major decision, and let our friends know you will be missed.

Happy Hunting

I love this time of year! Hot chocolate, hot nog (for Jake anyway) the soups and stews, rolls and pies I can finally cook without it baking us in the process. The beautiful fall leaves I can see in my back yard, the cool fall nights,the spooky doors with spiders and webs, and of course picking out the perfect pumpkin...

Elsie picked out 4 or 5 (it seemed like 10) pumpkins before she found the right one for her.

Chloe was feeling under the weather but was able to pull off her beautiful smile, and also was able to pick out a great pumpkin!

This is the first time Rhen has been into getting a pumpkin, last year her could care less, but he had a good time this year and even smiled for the camera (wow)! I love the blonde locks.

Layla loved the pumpkins and informed us that she can't wait until she can have some pumpkin pie! (ps she is feeling MUCH better, yay) Yep there is her tongue, she can't keep it in her mouth. It is really cute how it tips upward on the tip.

Addie, apparently camera shy, so the only picture I got of her is in mid action with Chloe of the major decision if this perticular pumpkin is the one, I guess not :).

I informed them before we went that picking the perfect pumkin is serious business you can't just walk off with any one. She was up for the challenge :).

will Layla ever get better???

Layla has not been feeling well all week. Monday she started throwing up and hasn't stopped. Luckily she has not thrown up today(sunday). I was really concerned about her on thursday. Wednesday night she went to sleep at 4:30 in the afternoon, and didn't wake up until 8 in the morning. I kept going in to check on her to see if she was still ok. Thursday after her nap she woke up with purple and cold hands and feet. I gave her a bath hoping to warm them up and called for a doc apt. Everything was better than I thought, she was just really dehydrated. She didn't have a wet diaper all day and wouldn't drink formula and threw up gatoraide. so I got some pedialite in singles with a straw and she finally would drink out of a straw. I bought new formula wondering if it was the new formula I got for her (her stomach is so sensitive) her tummy is getting better but man she just cries and that is all around stressful. She is not herself, I don't know what else to do. Her feet are better she has had wet diapers but she still is in pain. Addie said she wasn't looking forward to being a mom to soon, and although that is a good thing right now :) I told her being a mom is the best and most challenging thing in the world.
Rhen, frustrating, stubborn, sweet boy that he is just yells, LAYLA be quite!! He won't listen when I tell him to leave her alone she is sick, so she is screaming and he is yelling. Wow, it has been a week.

Yellowstone

Yellowstone, a place when you first drive through the park you are going at 5 miles an hour pace to see one buffalo or elk, so it takes you hours to get to where you want to see hot pots and whatnot and realize there are plenty of wild life to be seen.
We were excited to go with Josh and his family and grandma and grandpa to Yellowstone and spend sometime together, eat sandwiches, walk a few thousand stairs, and have buffalo eating out of your palm, not really cause that would be scary. The hot pots in the first picture made me want to paint. The colors were so cool and inspiring. Someday I will go there with an easel and just paint.

Here is the beautiful mammoth hot spring. It is really cool and worth the thousand stairs we climbed (ok not really a thousand). Actually it might have been a thousand.



A buffalo who wasn't in the mood for the jerky we had in the car. We didn't really try to get him to eat it but he was so stinking close we could have. This is the first of three we saw.

Who cares about the buffalo or the elk for that matter, there was in the middle of the walkway a red caterpillar! 8 England girls in a huddle.

Josh and Stacy's fam with a guest appearance by Grandma and Grandpa. They were looking at Josh's camera not ours.

Jentry looking at Jake! She is always too shy, but she looked at him for a picture! and posed! Very rare indeed, we are glad we got it documented!

My only blue eyed kid. They get bluer and bluer everyday. She had lots of fun, so much so that even and 1:00 am she wanted to play and play and play some more.

We were so glad that grandma and grandpa came with us! We don't have too many opportunities to go on trips with them. Elsie got to ride in the car with them a couple of times and mentioned that Elsie is a totally different person when by herself. Pretty mellow. I will say that our ride was much calmer too :) She likes to push tease her sisters and Rhen until she gets a dramatic reaction. gotta love Elsie!

Layla loved riding in her backpack. She just laid her sweet head on the side and watched everything that was going on around her.

Jake made fun of me for taking picture of him and Rhen looking in the same direction and not at the camera, well Jake, the reason I do take those shots is because that is when you two look the most alike, and to be honest Rhen won't look at the camera all that much, he takes after Jentry.

Towards the end of the month

Running after 5 kids isn't enough for Stac so late fri night she decided to run a 10k in the Morning. Rhen had fun watching her from the road side after which Stac dated herself with this sweet 90's 'hang loose' hand sign. Wait.... Maybe she's a Texas longhorns fan.