Friday, March 14, 2008

frustrated

We don't get to be out of here this weekend. She just isn't getting better. I had to hold back my tears while they were telling us we need to stay. Her fever is gone but she has really low blood pressure and her stomach pain hasn't gotten better. She won't eat anything either fearing she will just throw it up. She hasn't wanted to hold Rhen, she doesn't talk much. She just sits and watches TV. What else can you do if you feel yucky. They are scheduling a stomachoscopy on monday, they are scheduling it for monday in hopes that our unwelcomed friend C-Diff is back.
I want to ask them why can't we just go home on antibiotics and if it is C-Diff they can just perscribe the meds to take care of that and if it isn't we will be back on Mon anyway for the stomachoscopy. It is frustrating. It seems useless to be here just waiting when we can wait at the apt. We both are just so frustrated with this disease. I don't want to even write anymore. Cancer sucks!

3 comments:

Megan said...

Hang in there Stacie. Just know how many people are out there praying for you. Tell Chloe that Savannah can't wait to come see her this summer and me too.

Gram & Gramp England said...

I know you are very weary of it all but it seems like the safest place for Chloe to be when she is having problems is in the hospital where they can act immediately if they need to. You have come so far and you have handled it all with flying colors---so sit down and take a deep breath:>) Maybe Jake could come relieve you if you need him to.

Angie,Rob said...

We are all praying for you and hope that you all will get just a bit of releif. You are all amazing and have battled far more than anyone should have to. Hang in there! You are an amazing mom to your children and example to us all! We love you guys!We're hoping for a better days ahead!
Angie